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Playing Dress-up! Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 510 seconds I've been doing very poorly lately, and the few videos I have made didn't upload correctly. Anyway, I'm cheering myself up by putting on stage makeup! I miss theatre. Related: americas, ana, anorexia, blonde, cheer, disorder, dress, eating, ed, esteem, hair, lipstick, makeup, mia, model, play, sad, self, top, up |
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I Failed Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 594 seconds Ugh Related: disorder, eat, eating, esteem, failed, failure, fat, food, happiness, health, resolution, self, skinny, sorry, thin, weight |
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When I First Felt Fat, and Not so Sassy Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 473 seconds The story of when I lost the ability to run around innocently in my bathing suit, not a care in the world about how I looked. Related: cousin, diet, epiphany, family, fat, innocense, loss, mirror, mother, of, overweight, realization, reunion, story, summer, thighs, ugly |
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Kidney Stone Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 465 seconds I'm passing another kidney stone. Related: alone, health, history, home, ill, illness, kidney, organs, ouch, pain, sick, stone, water |
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What's For Lunch? Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 587 seconds At about 9:25, I meant to say "I woke up to LATE for breakfast." Haha. I can't even keep my excuse story straight to tell you guys. Related: blood, bowel, bread, breakfast, english, ezekiel, food, ibs, irritable, kombucha, lunch, oranges, organic, raw, syndrome, tofutti |
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Panic Attack Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 489 seconds Thank allah for valium. I promise I'm not usually a druggie. Related: absent, attack, brother, emotional, grades, gym, hawaii, island, iz, macadamia, minded, nuts, panic, plumeria, stress, support, valium |
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ProAna Subscribers and Messages Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 292 seconds I don't give tips, but thank you for making me aware that that's why people are watching me. Related: advice, ana, anorexia, athletica, disorder, eating, exercise, fat, loss, mia, pro, thin, thinspiration, tips, tricks, weight |
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Photoshop of Horrors Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 336 seconds http://jezebel.com/g ossip/photoshop-of-h orrors/heres-our-win ner-redbook-shatters -our-faith-in-well-n ot-publishing-but-ma ybe-god-278919.php Related: beauty, celebrity, faith, fat, gossip, hill, horrors, jezebel, lies, modeling, models, of, photo, photoshop, redbook, shop, wrinkles |
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School, Ed, and Eating Habits Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 600 seconds All three topics in that order (but no appearance of the boyfriend yet, sorry). Related: ballroom, boot, camp, conditioning, dance, disorder, eating, engineering, esteem, fat, food, school, self, thin, weight |
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Pill Popper Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 368 seconds meh Related: caltrate, day, excedrin, extract, grapefruit, magnesium, minerals, one, pills, probiotics, seed, vitamins |
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Crazy Exercise Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 431 seconds *trigger warning* Why the heck am I exercising so much if I don't feel like I'm going through one of those "phases?" Related: athletica, crazy, disorder, drunk, eat, eating, exercise, food, get, gym, in, shape, thin, weight |
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Like, Totally, Like, My Favorite Song! Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 544 seconds Gwen's new album is like totally jean-E-us! (Yeah, I redid the video, and now the upload doesn't seem to have worked.) Related: awesome, battery, blonde, breakin, breaking, cell, dance, ellerigby, gwen, lips, music, phone, red, sarcasm, satire, stefani, up |
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Day 2, on which I get sick Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 213 seconds Morning of Day 2 of the Master Cleanse. Salt water takes a toll on my body. I may switch to an extra serving of tea. Also, my boyfriend called! I promise to be more animated when my roommates aren't sleeping. :) Related: cleanse, diet, lemonade, master |
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Master Cleanse Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 161 seconds Gigi (sakamoko99) convinced me to do the MASTER CLEANSE. Oh fun, oh fun. It's this detox that lasts 10-40 days and all you can have is salt water, spicy lemonade, and laxative tea. It's not meant to help me lose weight, but it will help me stop my cravings for junk food. Sorry for the loud pinging sounds from mixing my drink. Related: cleanse, diet, lemonade, master |
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I Am So Sorry Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 554 seconds Oh my goodness, it has been a LONG time since I made a video. I'm back, and I'm going to try to put video-making back into my daily schedule! Related: blonde, boxes, busy, cleanse, diet, ellerigby, house, lemonade, master, moving, new, overwhelmed, unpack, work |
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Busy, Hiding, and Lazy Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 536 seconds I've been gone from YT because I've been busier, uglier, and lazier. Oh, and I have a whole house to live in now so I'm not stuck in my room as much. Related: acne, birth, body, busy, control, esteem, gym, happy, image, it, job, out, outdoor, self, work, zits |
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Resolution Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 557 seconds The problem is with my mind, not my body. Related: ana, anorexia, body, esteem, fat, happiness, illness, image, love, mental, mia, peace, self, skinny, thin, thinspiration, weight |
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So Ya Wanna Know... Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 523 seconds I find videos more interesting when the blogger is more personal and says more about themselves. So, here's more about myself. Or, at least, why I relate to the Eating Disorder community on YouTube. And sad times about my boyfriend. Related: boyfriend, cleanse, diet, disorder, eating, food, image, self |
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Food Update: Why I'm Going Raw Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 497 seconds I went out to dinner last night, but I'm sticking to the raw thing. Related: calories, depression, diet, digestion, dinner, eating, energy, food, fruit, happiness, health, life, raw, vegetables |
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Stop It in Its Tracks Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 581 seconds What one thing could you say to a child when they show the first signs of an eating disorder to stop the eating disorder from developing further? Related: ana, body, child, daughter, disorder, eating, fat, image, mia, mother, parents, prevent, recovery, self, skinny, slim, thin, weight |
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More Catching Up Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 354 seconds Blah blah. : ) Related: catching, cleanse, disorder, eating, friends, kidney, master, philosophy, stones, up, youtube |
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I'm Feeling Fat and Sassy Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 357 seconds The shoutouts I promised. Oh man, I'm getting addicted to YouTube. I love you guys! That may just be drunk talk, but I love you guys! Related: blonde, drunk, fran, franfrombrazil, gigi, itstastybacon, jordan, jules, myartisfashion, out, ryan, sakamoko99, shout, slider9012 |
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I Can Save Your Life Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 503 seconds I had to take a first aid/CPR/AED class to work at the gym (in case someone keels over while I'm working). It was an adventure and a half. Related: aed, aid, busy, class, cpr, cross, first, gym, life, red, save, training, week, work |
