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I Failed Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 594 seconds Ugh Related: disorder, eat, eating, esteem, failed, failure, fat, food, happiness, health, resolution, self, skinny, sorry, thin, weight |
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Playing Dress-up! Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 510 seconds I've been doing very poorly lately, and the few videos I have made didn't upload correctly. Anyway, I'm cheering myself up by putting on stage makeup! I miss theatre. Related: americas, ana, anorexia, blonde, cheer, disorder, dress, eating, ed, esteem, hair, lipstick, makeup, mia, model, play, sad, self, top, up |
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When I First Felt Fat, and Not so Sassy Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 473 seconds The story of when I lost the ability to run around innocently in my bathing suit, not a care in the world about how I looked. Related: cousin, diet, epiphany, family, fat, innocense, loss, mirror, mother, of, overweight, realization, reunion, story, summer, thighs, ugly |
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Kidney Stone Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 465 seconds I'm passing another kidney stone. Related: alone, health, history, home, ill, illness, kidney, organs, ouch, pain, sick, stone, water |
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What's For Lunch? Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 587 seconds At about 9:25, I meant to say "I woke up to LATE for breakfast." Haha. I can't even keep my excuse story straight to tell you guys. Related: blood, bowel, bread, breakfast, english, ezekiel, food, ibs, irritable, kombucha, lunch, oranges, organic, raw, syndrome, tofutti |
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ProAna Subscribers and Messages Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 292 seconds I don't give tips, but thank you for making me aware that that's why people are watching me. Related: advice, ana, anorexia, athletica, disorder, eating, exercise, fat, loss, mia, pro, thin, thinspiration, tips, tricks, weight |
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Like, Totally, Like, My Favorite Song! Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 544 seconds Gwen's new album is like totally jean-E-us! (Yeah, I redid the video, and now the upload doesn't seem to have worked.) Related: 2, awesome, battery, blonde, breakin, breaking, cell, dance, ellerigby, gwen, lips, music, phone, red, sarcasm, satire, stefani, up |
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Photoshop of Horrors Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 336 seconds http://jezebel.com/g ossip/photoshop-of-h orrors/heres-our-win ner-redbook-shatters -our-faith-in-well-n ot-publishing-but-ma ybe-god-278919.php Related: beauty, celebrity, faith, fat, gossip, hill, horrors, jezebel, lies, modeling, models, of, photo, photoshop, redbook, shop, wrinkles |
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Panic Attack Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 489 seconds Thank allah for valium. I promise I'm not usually a druggie. Related: absent, attack, brother, emotional, grades, gym, hawaii, island, iz, macadamia, minded, nuts, panic, plumeria, stress, support, valium |
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Master Cleanse Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 161 seconds Gigi (sakamoko99) convinced me to do the MASTER CLEANSE. Oh fun, oh fun. It's this detox that lasts 10-40 days and all you can have is salt water, spicy lemonade, and laxative tea. It's not meant to help me lose weight, but it will help me stop my cravings for junk food. Sorry for the loud pinging sounds from mixing my drink. Related: cleanse, diet, lemonade, master |
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School, Ed, and Eating Habits Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 600 seconds All three topics in that order (but no appearance of the boyfriend yet, sorry). Related: ballroom, boot, camp, conditioning, dance, disorder, eating, engineering, esteem, fat, food, school, self, thin, weight |
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Terribly Embarrassing Beginning to a Video Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 577 seconds Just fast forward a couple minutes. *blush* Related: acting, awkward, guess, hemoglobin, job, meeting, music, outdoor, phone, stress, stupid, thanks |
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Day 2, on which I get sick Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 213 seconds Morning of Day 2 of the Master Cleanse. Salt water takes a toll on my body. I may switch to an extra serving of tea. Also, my boyfriend called! I promise to be more animated when my roommates aren't sleeping. :) Related: cleanse, diet, lemonade, master |
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So Ya Wanna Know... Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 523 seconds I find videos more interesting when the blogger is more personal and says more about themselves. So, here's more about myself. Or, at least, why I relate to the Eating Disorder community on YouTube. And sad times about my boyfriend. Related: boyfriend, cleanse, diet, disorder, eating, food, image, self |
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Stop It in Its Tracks Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 581 seconds What one thing could you say to a child when they show the first signs of an eating disorder to stop the eating disorder from developing further? Related: ana, body, child, daughter, disorder, eating, fat, image, mia, mother, parents, prevent, recovery, self, skinny, slim, thin, weight |
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Busy, Hiding, and Lazy Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 536 seconds I've been gone from YT because I've been busier, uglier, and lazier. Oh, and I have a whole house to live in now so I'm not stuck in my room as much. Related: acne, birth, body, busy, control, esteem, gym, happy, image, it, job, out, outdoor, self, work, zits |
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I Am So Sorry Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 554 seconds Oh my goodness, it has been a LONG time since I made a video. I'm back, and I'm going to try to put video-making back into my daily schedule! Related: blonde, boxes, busy, cleanse, diet, ellerigby, house, lemonade, master, moving, new, overwhelmed, unpack, work |
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Resolution Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 557 seconds The problem is with my mind, not my body. Related: ana, anorexia, body, esteem, fat, happiness, illness, image, love, mental, mia, peace, self, skinny, thin, thinspiration, weight |
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Crazy Exercise Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 431 seconds *trigger warning* Why the heck am I exercising so much if I don't feel like I'm going through one of those "phases?" Related: athletica, crazy, disorder, drunk, eat, eating, exercise, food, get, gym, in, shape, thin, weight |
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Food Update: Why I'm Going Raw Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 497 seconds I went out to dinner last night, but I'm sticking to the raw thing. Related: calories, depression, diet, digestion, dinner, eating, energy, food, fruit, happiness, health, life, raw, vegetables |
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Pill Popper Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 368 seconds meh Related: a, caltrate, day, excedrin, extract, grapefruit, magnesium, minerals, one, pills, probiotics, seed, vitamins |
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More Catching Up Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 354 seconds Blah blah. : ) Related: catching, cleanse, disorder, eating, friends, kidney, master, philosophy, stones, up, youtube |
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After Holidays Craziness Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 549 seconds I'm BACK! I missed you guys, and once again I owe you a big appology. Message me with any ideas of what you want me to make videos about. Related: car, engineering, new, relaxation, songbottle, student, subaru, yoga |
